This Time - Melanie C

I've been practicing all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone
I promised that I wouldn't cry
Told myself I had to try and hold on
The truth, I lied
I hate myself inside
And why
I played the game and paid the price
I never look back
I never cry never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own
And never doubt, never shout or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until
This time, this time, this time
This time I will

I've been wide awake all night
There's no sign of sleep inside my mind
The headlight shadows scan my wall
I convince myself you'll call in time
The truth, I lied
The girl in me has died
And why
I played the game and paid the price
I never look back...
This time I will be yours completely
This time I'll make sure you don't hate me
This time I know, this time I can and this time I will
I never look back...
I've been practicing all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone.

This Time - American Catapult

This time, given, standing, A slow burn is never for nothing
This time, newness, knowing, it's already done, and still worth doing
All eyes fall hard on the follow, the next thing, give it some room
It's all in the moving this time
This time, feels like a shot in the arm, we've all been awoken, pulled into focus
This time, it's twenty twenty, this time all votes are counting for something, counting for something
All eyes fall hard on the follow, the next big thing, give it some room
It's all in the choosing this time
This time feels so close, feel it pass on through me like a ghost
This time, this is no shot in the dark, this time all lilghts are green, it's clear straight ahead, clear straight ahead
All eyes fall hard on the follow, the next big thing, give it some room
It's all invitation this time

This Time - Starsailor

In that moment I was frozen out
Of a story that I knew all about
Then I called her in the evening
My depression started lifting

I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time

Up to the surface came a feeling
Left me useless
Left me reeling

I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time
When the beats run dry there's gonna be some blood
[repeat x6]

I won't let it kill me
This time
I won't let it kill me
This time